I don't know how to say this, so I'm just gonna talk to you. I remenber you holding RJ even while he was sleeping you wouldn't put him down, I use to argue(as u kno I do so well) but I wish I could see that even one more time. We had our time together Rando and I will always love you for giving me my greatest love and I will always love him even more for being apart of you. I am vex but mostly sad, cause our son will never have what you had growing up "a Father." But I promise I will keep him safe and give him all that we said we would. We had our ups and downs and downs but I would never change a thing we have a beautiful, smart, perfect son that will know his Father loved him and is sorry he can't be there through all his accomplishments. Rando you were and are "LOVED". Please watch over our son Clyde Everton Atkins III and keep him safe for our family. And don't worry I'll get him the talking bear for you........